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August 4th, 2008 (11:30 am)

I swear I have a good reason for not updating.

To be honest, I was depressed. I had hoped it was nothing at first, but I had a couple of panic attacks (which are not fun, for the record) and I decided that it was more than a few bad days. Then of course I woke up yesterday and felt fine.

I feel fine right now, too, so I think it's over. I did start new medication so I think that might be the explanation for my weirdness. Anyways, that's what's been up with me.

Well, that's actually not all. Some things led to me being more stressed out than usual, but I will not name them here. Let's just say that it affected my sleeping habits to the point where I didn't sleep for three days. I felt bad for worrying everyone, but I couldn't exactly hide my pacing late at night nor my panic attacks.

Plus side: I got a car! It's my parents old one actually, but once I get insurance for it it's mine! Yippee!

Also, I realized that I have some wonderful and amazing friends and family. They were all so good to me this past week.

And I finally saw The Dark Knight. Is it wrong of me to still wish the Joker won?

I don't know why, but I have a tendency of hoping bad guys win in movies if they're more interesting than the protagonist. Hmm, maybe I have a dark side. Who knew?

Okay, I think that's all the updating I have time for. I will hopefully remain as active as possible around communities and on my journal. Love to you all!


Posted by: Vivi (vivielessar)
Posted at: August 6th, 2008 12:02 am (UTC)

It's good to know you are feeling good *hugs*
OMG! I also wanted the Joker to win. I don't feel alone :D

Posted by: The Lily Maid (vanimalda)
Posted at: August 6th, 2008 04:52 pm (UTC)
<lj user=pink_rapid>Puff Pride?

*hugs back*

He was awesome, wasn't he? :D

Posted by: Vivi (vivielessar)
Posted at: August 6th, 2008 09:22 pm (UTC)

Yes he was :D I want to see the movie again so badly just to see the Joker.

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